day eighty-five of three hundred sixty-six: (this picture is old) Dear Jose Javier,  Thank you. Not only did you make me feel like I was the only girl in the world…you made me feel loved. That’s all I ever wanted. We’ve exchanged laughs, secrets, smiles, and quality together. I truly appreciate the attention you gave me and I apologize for not returning any. I was being selfish. Very selfish. But don’t let anyone tell you that I didn’t have feelings for you. They were there. I loved that I can be myself around you. You made me feel safe. You made me feel wanted and needed. I liked the random phone calls whenever and wherever. I’m sorry I was such an arse to you. I didn’t want to get too close because I felt like I was at the edge of a cliff and I would check to see if you were at the bottom ready to catch me, but my vision was too blurry to notice that you were there all along.  It was time to let you go.
day eighty-three of three hundred sixty-six: Mr. G gave me WhatABurger. :’) JJ ran after me like a movie scene. c: 

I broke up with my boyfriend today ‘cause his blabbing mouth told everyone that I had leukemia when it was supposed to be a secret.

Shows how loyal he is. 
day seventy-seven of three hundred sixty-six: my boyfriend got me this. c: 
day seventy of three hundred sixty-six: My boyfriend came over c: 
day fifty-nine of three hundred sixty-six: IT’S BIGGER THAN ME!!! :D
day fifty-six of three hundred sixty-six: Scooby Doo smells just like Jj. <3

Anonymous asked: u should post a pic of u n him

only picture I have of him. I sprayed painted his face for my SkillsUSA photo. o:


My boyfriend is fucking cute, I swear. 
this might be my skills photo, but I need a story. :c when you see this what do you think?